After Friday being such a good day, I have to be honest and say that today was a pretty sh!tty day. Even the clear blue skies and bright day couldn’t pick me up. I’ll not go into detail, but safe to say it was probably almost the opposite of Friday. 😦

Nothing bad happened, just a nightmare before I woke up and started the day, then old demons resurfacing until about 3 or 4pm – stopping me in my tracks for most of the day. 

I was side tracked a bit, to help some people, count – 1,2,3,4 – but all in all it was a pretty sh!tty day.  It’s all starting to get a bit annoying, and I wish I could get back to normal (for me). 

So what am I going to do about it?

A bit of self care:

1. Run (first thing Tuesday morning).
2. Talk (to a Super Powers Fairy).
3. Massage (Tuesday night).

Hopefully I’ll be back to being Super Lorn in no time at all.

The demons can f€$k off, I’m stronger than they are. 🙂

Run, talk, massage, smile, play, run should fix it – the best is yet to come.

Now I’ll finish with the lyrics to this song – Pink, Blow me (one last kiss). 😀
http://youtu.be/3jNlIGDRkvQ

White knuckles
And sweaty palms from hanging on too tight
Clenched shut jaw
I’ve got another headache again tonight

Eyes on fire, eyes on fire
And they burn from all the tears
I’ve been crying, I’ve been crying
I’ve been dying over you

Tie a knot in the rope
Trying to hold, trying to hold
But there’s nothing to grab
So I let go

I think I’ve finally had enough
I think I maybe think too much
I think this might be it for us
Blow me one last kiss

You think I’m just too serious
I think you’re full of shit
My head is spinning, so
Blow me one last kiss

Just when it can’t get worse
I’ve had a shit day
You’ve had a shit day
We’ve had a shit day

I think that life’s too short for this
Want back my ignorance and bliss
I think I’ve had enough of this
Blow me one last kiss

I won’t miss all of the fighting
That we always did
Take it in. I mean what I say
when I say “there is nothing left”

No more sick whisky dick
No more battles from me
You’ll be calling a trick
‘Cause you no longer sleep

I’ll dress nice, I’ll look good
I’ll go dancing alone
I will laugh, I’ll get drunk
I’ll take somebody home

I think I’ve finally had enough
I think I maybe think too much
I think this might be it for us
Blow me one last kiss

You think I’m just too serious
I think you’re full of shit
My head is spinning, so
Blow me one last kiss

Just when it can’t get worse
I’ve had a shit day
You’ve had a shit day
We’ve had a shit day

I think that life’s too short for this
Want back my ignorance and bliss
I think I’ve had enough of this
Blow me one last kiss
Blow me one last kiss
Blow me one last kiss

I will do what I please
Anything that I want
I will breathe, I will breathe
I won’t worry at all

You will pay for your sins
You’ll be sorry, my dear
All the lies, all the whys
Will all be crystal clear

I think I’ve finally had enough
I think I maybe think too much
I think this might be it for us
Blow me one last kiss

You think I’m just too serious
I think you’re full of shit
My head is spinning, so
Blow me one last kiss

Just when it can’t get worse
I’ve had a shit day
You’ve had a shit day
We’ve had a shit day

I think that life’s too short for this
Want back my ignorance and bliss
I think I’ve had enough of this
Blow me one last kiss
Blow me one last kiss
Blow me one last kiss

Just when it can’t get worse
I’ve had a shit day
You’ve had a shit day
We’ve had a shit day

I think that life’s too short for this
Want back my ignorance and bliss
I think I’ve had enough of this
Blow me one last kiss